i've added something to my vacuum of memory tonight

tonight during sharing in worship practice it was one of those moments when you look around at the faces surrounding you and realize how much you love them all and its that love which causes time to freeze just enough for you to secretly take a mental photograph which is immediately sent to your vacuum of memory at the very back of your mind where you store all the wonderful and delightful moments you experience on earth which makes earth seem like heaven or a small moment like an eternity long just because of that electric sense of being alive and breathing and right in the middle of His divine story that He wrote before the world even began which gives you the exact purpose of living, really.

God is in my joy and also in my pain. Hallelujah